Lyrics

You call me baby when your mind is elsewhere

When your mind is elsewhere

How is that even fair?

You used to call me your baby

now you depict me as crazy

and when your mind is elsewhere

you don't even know yourself anymore

So I’ll go home lonely

but I’ll be okay

I’m just so torn 

I can’t even see myself in this bubble anyway

You’re hanging on a thread

You’re only looking for a temporary comfort

And while I’m here

waiting for you to patiently change

I really should get out of here

because it no longer matters

Even if you cried

even if you begged

I have said my goodbyes

This is a paradox of choice

Have I not loved you enough baby?

Have I not given all I have to make you happy?

Have I not made yourself a priority?

Have I not? 

Have I not tried to be the best for you baby? 

Have I not provided all the things that you need? 

Have I not sacrificed enough 

putting all my needs aside

and all you have to say to me is… 

Our stars’ not aligned baby

I’m drifting away baby 

I tried to tell you oh so many times

but you held me for so long

and I dont wanna hurt you this way

Have I not given all my life to you baby? 

Have I not done too many things it made me crazy? 

Have I not pushed myself aside it felt so crappy

Have I not?

Have I not cried myself to sleep my sweetest baby? 

Have i not forced myself to make you see me baby? 

Have I not tried so hard to make you come back to me baby

but all you did was push me away

I’ve been trapped in this black hole for so long

Wondering when am I ever getting out of here

It’s too dark and it’s feeling a little colder now

Maybe it’s time for me to get myself a saviour

Thinking whether I should stay or go

You’ve been playing crazy games  to feed my soul

Am I selfish for doing so?

Why am I still here when all I should do is go

Come save me

from this heartache I don’t know where it’s coming from 

come now and save me 

I’ve been here for so long and 

I don’t think I can take it anymore

I want you but you always try to push me away

I tried to come real close

but you didn't ask me to stay

Ooh baby… 

What are you trying to tell me? 

What did I do to deserve this? 

How am I gonna survive this?

Cause I'm just a fool for you baby

I don't belong here baby

I'm just a fool for you baby

I don't belong here baby…

I want you but you always try to push me away

I tried to come real close 

and you didn't ask me to stay

You’re looking in the eyes of a stranger (4X)

Hello how was your day

I've been trying to call you but you’re far away

I know that it’s all too painful

and i left you numbed out 

by all of my crap

you look me in the eyes

like you don't really see me 

like i no longer exist in your life

im scared that i’ll be too bothered 

by the way that you treat me

i'm so terrified

you’re looking in the eyes of a stranger (6 X)

tell me baby why did you leave me

i’m about to die it’s so hard for me to stay alive

how can you make me feel like im stupid 

like i'm worthless

like im useless 

stop spinning things around

you acted really shady and you even tried to break me

and so i guess this is my goodbye

You’re looking of a stranger (6x)

Cause i’m sorry baby i can't stay too long now

Cause i’m sorry baby i can't stay too long now

Cause i’m sorry baby i can't stay too long now

you’re looking in the eyes of stranger… 

Tell you what

I shouldn't, be begging for your love

No i really shouldn't beg for your love

Tell you what

you make me feel, feel like shit

Trying to stoop me to your feet

Thinking that I should bow down to the things you fabricate

I’m no longer longing for you

You reek of cheap alcohol

How could you even think you’d afford someone like me

I cant believe i’ve gotten too shallow

Trying to agree to whatever your definition of love is 

to me

But it’s not love 

It never was

This is not love

The love that i want from you

But it’s not love

It never was

This was never love 

that i want from you

tell you what i shouldn't be beggin’ for your love

no i really shouldn't beg for your love

i'm no longer longing for you

you reek of cheap alcohol

How could you even afford someone like me?

i cant believe i’ve gotten too shallow

trying to agree to whatever you definition of love is

to me

Oh please come back to me

I can’t live in this glorified land it claims to be

Oh please comfort me

You’ve been gone for so long

And i Kinda love the fact that you’re mean

**

Oh don’t this is just trauma bond

You’ll hope then get thrown in the pond

Have you never ever ever suffered from insanity?

It is something that you cannot cope

Like you’re tied up, up on a rope

And then you begin to really really hope

Then you come tumbling down hard right down on a slope

Ohh uu huuu huuu….

Oh please come back to me

I can’t live in this glorified land it claims to be

Ohh, please comfort me

You’ve been gone for so long and kinda love the fact that You’re mean

**

Oh don't, this is just trauma bond

And you’ll hope

Then get throne in the pond

Have you never ever ever suffered from insanity?

It is something that you cannot cope

Like you’re tied tied up on a rope

And you begin to really really hope 

Then you come tumbling down hard right down on a slope

It’s trauma bond

It’s trauma bond

It’s trauma bond

It’s trauma bond

It’s trauma bond.. yeah

Yeah, you will suffer

Oh baby you will suffer

Oh baby you will suffer

From insanity

Oohh insanity

Ohh.. insanity

Tragedy

You probably still don’t know me

Or probably by now 

you still don’t see me

Honey i’m so tired of this

Oh too tired this

Oh you probably won’t know

You probably don’t know how I see you

And whenever you’re down I can feel you

You probably don’t know me by now

You probably won’t know

You probably won’t know much I cared

Until that time comes

Oh honey please don’t make me stay

You probably won’t know

You probably will never know

How much I wanted to stay

You probably still don’t know me by now

And even if you see me

I’m already out

Oh you probably wouldn't know me by now

You’ll never know

ohh ohh ohh ohh (4x)

i swear, this isnt how i used to feel about you

all those neglecting and the things that you do

but i soldiered on

i always feel, all those attention was far from real

something that i finally got used to

until you you betrayed me

ooh..

you shattered my whole world when all i did was trusted

i gave you what i can't

and eventually end up 

loving you for who you are

was it okay

to lie to me and make me feel so confused

while dragging me into the things that i wont wont do

what’s with this harsh harsh mistreatment?

ooh..

How could you play with my heart?

Where do I go from here?

i can't seem to see clear

it’s a beautiful bliss of confusion..

Ooh ooh ooh ohh (4x)

(piano soft)

i’ll be okay

but i'm so damaged from the shit you’ve put me through

can someone please help get me out of here

cause i can’t breathe

ooh..

you shattered my whole world when all i did was trusted

i gave you what i can't

and eventually end up loving you for who you are

ooh..

how could you play with my heart

Where do I go from here?

i can't seem to see clear

it’s a beautiful bliss of confusion

ooh ooh ooh ooh

How would i know your mind 

is not traveling elsewhere when we make love?

How would I know you’re not thinking about her when we’re together?

How would i know when to surrender

Cause I, i am no longer in the same boat

And this is not my game, yeah

It gives you shivers to the bone

Just thinking ‘bout how he’s ever gonna treat her right

her right

And While you are at home slowly sinking

And wanting to be left dead..left dead

Oh, This is not what i want from you

this is not what I want from you

This is not what I want from you!

It gives you shivers through the bones just thinking ‘bout 

how he’s ever gonna treat her right, her right

and while you are at home slowly sinking

and wanting to be left dead, left dead

it gives you shivers through the bones

just thinking about how he’s ever gonna treat her right, her right

and while you are at home slowly sinking and wanting to be left dead

left dead

Get out

from here

I no longer feel you anywhere

Get out 

from my life will you please?

I don’t know what to do

Get out from my life

Please stay

What do you want from me?

This is hurting me so bad

Will you please get out?

and wake me up

When you’re gone i’ll be fine

I may not be able to wake up

From this nightmare you’ve caused

I'm all soaked up

Get out from my life will you please

Will you please

Get out from my life 

You’re hurting me

Get out of my life

I don't need you to treat me like this anymore

Get out 

You don't know what i gave

What i killed

I killed myself to see you happy

Get out.

Save me

I’ve got nothing to offer

I will leave this crazy world without you

Won’t you please stay away from me?

You left me unattended

And trying hard to seep back to my senses

What are you?

A Darkest Knight?

I can beat the sun with my anchor,

You will be gone from my life forever

ooh…oohh... oohh... oohh... Save me

Save me

I’ve got nothing to offer

I will leave this crazy world without you

Won’t you please stay away from me?

I can beat the sun with my 

Anchor you will be gone from my life forever

I can travel through the darkest dark

You won’t even let me come closer to you

Might as well, you go

Save me I’ve got nothing to offer

I will leave this crazy world without you

won't you please,

stay away from me

I can beat the sun with my anchor,

You will be gone from my life forever

I can travel through the darkest dark

You won’t even let me come closer to you

Might as well, you go

Take me I got nothing to offer

I will leave this place without a trace

No one will notice

That I am gone

No one will notice

That I am gone

Stop looking at your phone,

I'm right here in front of you,

And though I may not be as beautiful,

I'm hoping that you still can see me,

The years slowly go by, and I can slowly see you fading, and you can see the sadness in my eyes, but you refuse to notice me…

If i'm not good enough for you, then why did you leave me here for so long? 

If I am never good enough for you, then why did you hurt me till I fall?

If I'm never good enough for you, if I'm never good enough for you,

If i am never good enough for you..

You drain me off my identity, 

And injected self doubt into my brain,

Left me questioning my sanity,

At war with my own body… 

Have I not loved you enough for me to deserve this?

But I have always been a good, good girl, but this is not what you need..

If i'm not good enough for you, 

Then why did you leave me here for so long?

If im never good enough for you..

Then why did you hurt me till i fall?

If im never good enough for you, 

If im never good enough for you,

If i am never good enough for you, for you